nowadays, most of my friend did braces already..
but i haven..
i really wan to do braces on my teeth..
i wan my teeth to look nice..
everyone think that i okay with it when they said that..
but when some people or relatives ask me ' why don't you go do something with ur teeth?'
you all think i dun wish meh..
do you all my feel..
it hurts..
i work so hard but i just can't save much money..
*sadd, tear gonna roll down*

now using com surfing the net..
doing some being information to know more about braces..
i now really wanna to save my money up to do the braces..
no matter wad..
work hard..
n study hard to get some improvement award..
so i can save more money..

sometimes i really think i'm daydreaming..
because i know this dream that i wanna it won't happen until i hit 20..
my mom won't help up with me on the cash..
n nothing..
i only can depend on myself..
because of this..
i got a few times thinking of stop schooling n start to work longer hours..
but i can't..
i can't let the people around me down..
i promise them i no matter wad will continue with study until i got the certificate..

feeling low..
craving for this dream of mine will come true..

bye...

Time now @ 3:11AM

I can't believe I fell so hard for you. Now I'm letting you fall, because if you truly loved me, you would have gotten me something more than flowers.

Basically i be named Christabelle
when i came to this world on 03 jun 1993.
currently schooling at ITE College EAST
studyin Hair Fashion & Design
relationship single/attached


hE look normal to everyone
but for me, he is special
his name is Sarinbabu Naidu A/L Rajaji
he care about me, protect me whenever i'm in danger
he is malaysian & he is indian
but i dun care where he come from n what his race
as long he loves me n i loves him
the rest we dun care :)
we fall together into the love trap on 12.09.09


Myself
} his love
} More outing with baby, shiva & eileen :P
} Change my attitude, more better
} Earn more more money
} Grow tall(hopin to grow up to at least 155cm)
} Go dental for teeth washing
} new phone(BL20;new chocolate)
} heels
} prepaid internet broadband
} better life
} go Kbox with joey & friends
} new job with better pay
} iphone- 8GB
} shopping bag
} school bag
} enough sleep:D

Him
} stay with him forever
} Pass his motorbike lisence
} come my house often ):
} less quarrel
} Take more photo together
} Stay happy
} Oversea to malaysia
} Watch movie together
} Shopping together