Belle ♥ Sarin

Sunday, October 18, 2009, 11:23 PM

today..

baby angry with me..

but i dun mean to make him angry one..

but what can i do...

at night, when he drive me home..

we both nv talk to each other..

and he drove too fast until i can't really breath smoothly..

every breath i breath my chest hurts..

but my heart hurts more..

how i wish he keep driving me and nv reach home...

so i can hug him longer...

but the time is short..

not long after we reach my block..

and i really dun wish to get down the motor, cuz i dun wan to leave him...

but when the moment i get down..

and take my bag..

he nv talk anything and i also nv talk..

and i just having a heavy footsteps to the lift..

when i walking toward the lift my tear had already roll down my check..

and i told myself to be strong..

but i can't be strong without him...

i cried..

and i used my head to bang the wall to release the pain of my heart..

and luckily i had my good sister, eileen, accompany sms and talk to me..

thanks, eileen...

hoping baby will sms me later and call me...

i miss him alot..

baby, i wanna to tell you..

no matter whad i done or whad you done, i will always love you, care you..

I Love You!

Saturday, October 17, 2009, 11:01 PM

today early morning wake up take shower..

than went to work..

reach expo at 11.30am than manager said busy than i punch in early.. than i stand at the burger board do burger...

dunno why today keep see the clock wishing the time can pass faster...

cuz baby start work at 4pm as today is deepavali..

than i just seeing the clock whenever i got nothing to do..

the time pass very slow very slow..

finally it reach 4pm i'm still waiting for him..

out of sudden i heard vishnu voice..

after than i heard baby voice..

he was wearing formal clothes..

very nice lorx..

he look good when he wearing forma..

thinking when will he next time wearing formal clothes:)

today also a busy in working place..

cuz of the metro fair..

a tiring day pass by......

Friday, October 16, 2009, 3:49 AM

today when to work at 4pm than reach expo early to pei baby for break..

than i call eileen weather she is coming to work..

than she like totally no mood to work..

as what i know early..

but she still come to work, cuz we short of staffs...

than when i started work, ah chee asked me something..

Ah chee: eileen quarrel wif shiva ar? why yesterday eileen sitting alone at dining area and shiva at the staircase there..

me: ya. they quarrel sure each person sit one place one what..

Ah chee: isn't eileen jealous you and shiva so close?

me: i and shiva nothing what.. brother sister relationship only.. btw i also got my sarin already..

why must i be the third party for...

than not long after eileen came for work...

we work till closing.. and today very busy lorx..

also not time to rest...

i end here.. going to get early rest..

tomorrow still working 12pm..

Thursday, October 15, 2009, 8:47 PM

pAst few days i when for a hair cut..
when i went into the salon all is female hairstyler and 1 ladyboss..
the ladyboss asked a new hairstyler help my to cut..
i got worry..
after she start to cut..
OMG...
Her first cut was like half of my fringe gone..
than after tat the ladyboss saw my face one kind already..
she came over and cut my hair..
and now my fringe is short..
this is a few pictures of my new look..
i today just took...

can give me some comments..

is there a different of me when i having a long fringe and now with a short fringe..

thanks:P

Monday, October 12, 2009, 12:51 PM

today is also i and baby 1 month annisvery..
but too sadd to say he today off and i can't see him...
but nvm larh..
he can stay home and rest:)
tomorrow also can see him..
i miss him..
how i wish he can take care of me forever..
i think now i cannot leave with him already..
he's my whole life now..

, 11:24 AM

hi. back to posting again..

past few days busy working..

and no time to online..

today later having my last N level paper:)

so happy..

i'm changing my handphone again..

cuz now my hp causing problem so i soon chAnging:)

To Girls ONLY:

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....

and say 'i love you' ..

and actually mean it.

-(Give the nice guys a chance)-

Friday, October 9, 2009, 12:10 PM

i'm posting again...

yesterday was my manager birthday..

this is a few pictures that we took..

enjoy:)

for this picture:

Back row-manager, Dina, Vishnu

Front row(couples)-Shiva,Sarin,Me.Eileen

Eileen&Shiva, Me&Sarin:)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009, 12:44 PM

finally usingthe internet again..
this few days having my N level exam..
the math paper i've had yesterday, hais..
think whad, i only know how to do 3 question in that paper..
sure fail one..
this few days also quite tired..
keep study in the night...
that all..
tomorrow having math paper2 dunno will do anot lor..
after exam rushing to work..