Belle ♥ Sarin

Wednesday, July 28, 2010, 10:54 PM

hais..
i'm felt myself alittle useless..
because not baby got difficulties..
no i can't help him anything..
thinking alots of ways..
if anyone got jobs please ring me..
i need cash..

maybe i need to think all over again about my lifestyle..
need to get alot of thing changed..

dun wan to talk more..
bye..

Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 10:54 PM

today went to school as normal lor..

a little moody..

dunno why..

plus baby today not in Singapore..

no one accompany me..

i miss him..

4days never see him..

really miss him deeply..

now there is something bothering me..

this about jobs..

between MFM & BK..

i got to choose one..

still deciding..

maybe giving up MFM..

because there is too far..

working there n the pay is only covering my transport fee..

my mother said is not worth it..

who can tell me .?

bye..

should end here..

Monday, July 26, 2010, 11:52 PM

today..finally getting better..

because of yesterday..

i felt something weird..

i know i think alot..

but i just dun felt right..

i miss baby..

today never got a chance to find me..

*crying*

now i'm still waiting for baby to call me back..

I MISS HIM ALOT ALOT...

Sunday, July 25, 2010, 11:58 PM

now freaking no mood..

argggggg....

things started like this..

my mother n sister was talk something that really hurt deeply inside my heart..

they dun care about my feeling at all..

because we were moving house n sooner baby got lisence i will ask him to come my house often..

than my mom said :"he will come meh..!?"

i'm thinkin *is you(mom) are the one who asked me before to ask my baby to come our house often n now you are talk shit with me.. WTF"

my sis added on..

i more fed-up...

my sis said :"i got say he can come meh.."

i just keep quite..

but deeply inside my heart i feel like screaming..

i got very angry i got up the bed hide inside the blanket n cry out..

but i felt tortured..

because i cry in slient..

i dun wan baby to get worry than suddenly he called i act like nothing happen..

act usual..

when back to cry..

just can't control the tears..

AND POSTING NOW..

to mom & sis:

I WILL PROVE TO YOU ALL...!!!!!

, 2:48 PM

(2:48PM)

hais..
past two days..
having diahorrea n fever..
i keep run to toilet for 4times ++...
very terrible..
actually yesterday should go sick doctor..
but i just can't get up from bad..
having terrible backache..

today went to see doctor..
my mouth was very bitter..
now going to rest..
got MC from doctor for tomorrow school..
got to really get a good rest..

i miss baby alot alot..
baby, sorry make you worry me again..
i love you..

Thursday, July 22, 2010, 5:15 PM

now i'm posting again..
got nothing to do..
surf the net..
n edit photos..
this are the photos i edit..

{christabelle; me}

{Joey}

{Chriscia}

{Kim}

now maybe going to edit more..

byebye..

post again..

now is 6.53pm..

took pictures with baby :P

by using my com the webcam..

haha..

he very random ask to take photos..

Wednesday, July 21, 2010, 11:52 PM

today got no school due to teacher got to handle the senior fashion show.

than woke up slight late abit..

follow my mom to the new house n my elder sister also with us..

went there have some clean up..

wan see my new house is only 1-room flat..?

{living room}

{bedroom}

{kitchen}

{toilet}

{this cat keep walking}

{this cat listen to me}

{i ask her to pose n i take photo}

soon i moving over:)

finally got new house to stay..

that all..

*tired*

Tuesday, July 20, 2010, 10:46 PM

today woke up, get thing to prepared to go school for practical lesson..

meet kim, joey n chriscia in the cab n we went to tampines..

guess what..

when we reach school, n we felt weird why no students at was our classmates..

than we called them ask, and they said, today lessons are all cancelled..

what the....

so we all went back to prepare for going out to Kbox..

after that kim n joey came to my house than we together went to Kpool to play..

we only play about half n our we went to Kbox liao..

so sadd chriscia never follow..

only three of us in the end..

this are a few photos we took..

actually there are still quite some photos..

lazy to post..

after Kbox we went to to bedok blk 85 to have our late dinner..

and we meet chriscia..

eat finish we went home..

now i posting..

haha..

nothing already..

bye..

Monday, July 19, 2010, 11:29 PM

today went to school late with joey..

when we reach the class, our classmates was all leaving the classroom..

lol..
than we walk down to the cafe1 located outside..

not long kim n chriscia came to school n met us..

after that went for HCT theopy lesson, 4 of us were like alittle restless..

can't listen into my brain..

after that we were no mood than left the school n miss the HCT practical lesson..

after we left school we head to tampines mall..
we wanna to catch a show that is blood pledge but there the 2 threatre dun have it on screen..
sian..
than we went to walk around..
we went to eat at pizza hut..

we took photos here n there..

after awhile more chriscia left us n left me, joey n kim..

than we went to couple lab see ring..

we saw a few nice nice one..

but never buy n we went to bus stop to see clothes..

we buy one clothes of each..

and after we all went back..

that all..
tomorrow going to kbox to sing song..

Sunday, July 18, 2010, 11:25 PM

today woke up in the morning..
joey came my house than after that together with my mother we went to the M1(road show), to sign de internet broadband for home use..
because soon next month i'm going to move house..
than we are own house, FINALLY..
after that i left n when for work..
reach BK, baby they all, all haven come..

boring, but manager asked me to do ice-cream n fries station..
:P hehe, can do the ice-cream..
the whole day i was just doing ice-cream..
happy happy..
near to the time when closong..
dunno why i n desmond(manager) start a topic on chinese 7th month n ghost stories..
talk until both of us a hand hair all stand..
hahaha..
than after that stay back after work with baby playing com..

so now blogging..
got nothing to say liao..
byebye..

Saturday, July 17, 2010, 11:48 PM

today when to work with eileen..
reach MFM slight late already..
dinner time very busy..
felt a little boring..
because baby not around..
i miss him..
when home after work...
tomorrow still working at BK..
tiring..

talk about my house matters..
i once again gonna move house..
but this time is long term living in the house..
at marine terrace..
:) happy happy..

now starting to plan some thing for baby when our 1yr anniversary..
should be a surprise to him..?
dunno.. =.=?
hope he will like it..

nothing much to talk about..
gonna pack my stuffs..
byebye...

Friday, July 16, 2010, 12:55 PM

today i n joey overslept already :P
so no choice we never get to school..
miss the class today..
when to work about 2pm...
today i get to do alot of ice-cream..
improving so far..
end work about 11plus in the night after finish everything..
this are a few photos i took when we were eating ice-cream that we done...

{2pair of couples eating ice-cream + posing}

{me & baby}

{snap shot when baby stick the tougue out}

{shiva & eileen}

{this ice-cream is baby do one}
{so tall up}

tomorrow morning going to my new to take a look...

gonna sleep now..

byebye..

nights..

Time now @ 11.48PM

Thursday, July 15, 2010, 11:52 PM

Today went to school slight later abit :P
haha..
today again never go for S&W..
went to work after that..
tofay having fun when i was working :P
because we got new thing to learn..
the ice-cream machine..
we got the learn how to get the shape right n we are laughing at each other..
after end work..
i n baby went to the staircase where we usually go for break..
i bully baby..
lol..
this are some pictures i took..

{i bully baby, sadd sadd}

{coming back for revenage on meeeeeee}

{lol}

{this pic is i ask him to act one :P}

he is always my baby monkey :P

i love only one n always forever..

baby..

I LOVE YOU...

Time now @ 11.59PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2010, 11:48 PM

today went to school as usual..

one word *late*..

lol..

i n joey seem like we can't bear to leave the bed..

slp slp slp..

we are two piggy...

hahaha..

today about school..

now i felt school getting more intersting..

my favourite module currently is creative hair design(CHD)..

very funny..

i did some of my hardwork..

enjoy..

{try to get the hair 'ball' up}

{this is after 'balling' up the hair}

{this is the front view of the hair that become bow}

{side view os the bow}

{this is how it like when i tied it became a bow}

{this is the front view of a flower hair after i tied it}

{Side view of the flower hair}

{this is thw view of the overall flower hair}

actually there are photo that wanna to upload but my com suddenly lag..

those pictures are kim n joey hardwork..

haha..

we all having fun n the module but is very tiring..

after that when to find baby @ expo..

spend sometime with him..

got to slp early..

byebye...

Time now @ 10.59PM

Monday, July 12, 2010, 6:43 PM

today when to school as normal..
got hair cutting in the last period..
in the lesson i finally finsh cutting the whole dolly head..
after that i & joey together walk to expo..
i go find baby first..
miss him too much :P
after that going to manhattan to work..

but firstly..
baby,
happy 10th anniversary..
2 more month we are going to be together 1yr..
even thought we sometimes had quarell n misunderstanding..
but from that we love each other more we learn from the mistakes we had..
stay close with you, i dun fear anything, i felt protected by your surrounnding..
I LOVE YOU..!
Muacks..

end work at manhattan,
today dunno where the ppl came from..
they fill up the whole resturant.
FULL HOUSE..
busy like hell..
we work until we got on time to see the time.
and time fly..
a tiring day i had..

going to slp..
very tired..
maybe not going to school in the morning..
got time to slp more..
nights..

Time now @ 11.59 PM

, 4:37 AM

now i still not yet asleep..
because i'm still watching the WC final..
netherlands vs spain..
now currently draw, 0-0..
boring..
now they having 1st extra time to win the WC..
i bet spain..
lol..
hope spain will win..

time now @ 4:41 am

Saturday, July 10, 2010, 3:11 AM

nowadays, most of my friend did braces already..
but i haven..
i really wan to do braces on my teeth..
i wan my teeth to look nice..
everyone think that i okay with it when they said that..
but when some people or relatives ask me ' why don't you go do something with ur teeth?'
you all think i dun wish meh..
do you all my feel..
it hurts..
i work so hard but i just can't save much money..
*sadd, tear gonna roll down*

now using com surfing the net..
doing some being information to know more about braces..
i now really wanna to save my money up to do the braces..
no matter wad..
work hard..
n study hard to get some improvement award..
so i can save more money..

sometimes i really think i'm daydreaming..
because i know this dream that i wanna it won't happen until i hit 20..
my mom won't help up with me on the cash..
n nothing..
i only can depend on myself..
because of this..
i got a few times thinking of stop schooling n start to work longer hours..
but i can't..
i can't let the people around me down..
i promise them i no matter wad will continue with study until i got the certificate..

feeling low..
craving for this dream of mine will come true..

bye...

Time now @ 3:11AM

Thursday, July 8, 2010, 11:56 PM

woke up early in the morning..
meet joey at the busstop we always meet..
than when bus came we board n went up to the second deck..
when we reach the second deck we were like went into the northpole..
freaking cold we tahan for about 2stop we got down the bus..
n wanted to hire a cab..
but there is no cab until the next bus 31 came we took bus again..
and ended up we both late for class..
haha..

we start to hands-on to cut the dolly head..
i think i'm doing well on this module..
i want to master first on basic hair cutting so mingyue will not wait so long :P
she said she will wait for me to master baisc haircutting so i can help her to cut her hair before she is going back to china..
i scare if i cut her hair wrongly..
hahah..
today got S&W my whole class did not attend..
how united it is..
lol..

after that went to tam again to collect my baby new phone..
n took joey couple keychain after we head to expo..

lazy to write more.
btw there is not much thing to say already :)
byebye..

Time now @ 11:56PM

Wednesday, July 7, 2010, 11:36 PM

today school start at 1pm..
good right but end school at 6pm..
than i n joey meet at tam inter at 11am..
we went to collect our new phones..
after we went to school..

this term we got haircutting, hair colouring n creative hair design modules..
those are new modules that never learn before..
and it going to be more difficult than the previous term..

after school..
i went to expo to find baby...
and spend time with him =o=

turning in already..
bye..
night..

Time now @ 11:36PM

Monday, July 5, 2010, 11:54 PM

today.
school reopen..
we all see the time-table that was on our hand, we got alittle shocked..
because we are hoping to have early end so we got time to go out with our pals n gf/bf..
but there are total 3 days that was 6pm end school..
and the another was 3pm n 2pm end school end..
monday luckily was 2pm end school..

so today went out with joey..
went to tam we catch a movie..
'The Twilight Saga: Eclipse'
we went into the tam mall GV, the queue was up to near the 77th street store already so we went over to century square see if whether there can get the ticket..
there the queue luckily not that long so we deicided to queue for the ticket..
after we get ticket we went around to shop..
we go to alot of hp shop..
we plan to change phone together..
than we went to ask the prices of the phone we wanted..
about 2hr before the show start we went to popeyes eat get a early dinner before the show..
than after that it time to go for the show..
......

the show was amazing..
if i gonna to rate i will give a 41/2stars / 5stars
there still some place can be improve..
:)

after that we continue to shop awhile more n after we went home..
we took quite alot of photos, but the blogger seem like can't upload so when it can be upload i sure will upload..
got to sleep tomorrow still got class..
bye..

Time now @ 11:54PM

Sunday, July 4, 2010, 11:19 PM

today woke up late already..
at 11am woke up n get off the bed when to bathe..
on the way to work i though i was the last one to reach BK because baby n shiva will reach before me..
but i not that late :P
today at work it seem like vey busy but actually is like the queuenon-stop that why..
very tired..

talking about schooling...
:D
tomorrow school reopen already..
new term start=new target set..
last term i did quite badly for my total module so now my new target is 3point for the new term that is coming up for me..

now i getting things settled down..
now my plan is:
finish my nitec HFD course n get the cert..
after that go for some baking course outside like community center..
continue working part-time..
save money for my future purposes..

turning in early..
tomorrow 9am start class..
night..

bye...

Time now @ 11:19PM

Saturday, July 3, 2010, 11:58 PM

today went to work as per normal..
but i been delay due to the heavy rain around my area..
ended up i reached BK at 12.20pm..
late by 20min..
worried about baby might caught under the rain..
but when he reached BK luckily the rain stopped..
the crowd at BK was non-stop..
we are all hungry..
but we got no choice because there is no one to take over our place..
manager had no choice too..
they let one by one go for break to eat..
no one over break all are very coporation..

today is a tiring day..
going to watch the mid-night, 2.30am the world cup..
(:
byee..

Time now @ 11.58PM

Thursday, July 1, 2010, 11:40 PM

today woke up at about 10plus..

get things prepared, went to bathe, changed..

i keep changing clothes to see watch one better..

than after changing a fewthan got one okay one..

went out my house, take a bus to meet joey togather go my secondary school to get my N level

certificate n testimonal..

met joey inside the bus n we head to my secondary school(PHS)..

such a long time not back to sec. school..

there are alots of memories..

i miss the sec. life, ever sometimes friends n friends quarrel, fights n misunderstanding..

but there keeps alots of memories..