yesterday sleep quite late..



(11.09am)
now waiting for eileen to get herself prepare for work..
i now at home surfing the net..

talking about friday n yesterday..
burger king was so busy that we got to go to others outlet to borrow stock..
yesterday more was alot of burgers we never sell becuase our stock run out..
than customer was asking why everything like dun have..
than sell what,,
the..
we of course selling bugers..
because our sale are so good everything out of stock..
when closing baby called me n said their motorbike spoil can'y get back to expo..
so i, eileen n ming korkor took a cab down there to help them..
reached east coast..
we took alot of stock from the store..
because we know the manager very well..
than we expo store needs what we ask for what (:
hahas..
than the manager said we treat there like warehouse..
lol..
we were there laughing..
than we tried to hire cabs but fail..
so we call the cab company n hire two cab..
after we had done everything..
this already midnight 12plus to 1am..
no choice shayne pass each n every one of us some money to take cab home..
about 2 than reach home..
what a tiring days..

King's crews..
well done..
we had done a great jobs..
today is another war for us to fight..
endure...

talking about my new job..
the boss ask me n eileen next friday start work..
pretty fast, right..?
but sadd to said that baby n shiva still must wait until july than can join..
sian..
i will miss baby alot alot alot one..

this two days seriously very tired for all..
all King's crew must take care..
^_^

the worse thing is.. tomorrrow till wednesday i having exam n i until now also haven study..
today must really study whenever i got my free time (:

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (11.58pm)

Hais..
now finally end work n reached home..
before i left expo..
i had a little quarrel with baby..
seriously now dun feel like celebrating my birthday already..
A birthday to me now is nothing n pointless..
that not really important to me already..
i dunno why..
in the being i just hoping that i , baby, eileen n shiva can together go to malaysia to relax, celebrate mine n eileen birthday together n lastly was celebrate our both anniversary..
but this plan i had putted aside..
and i dun think it will happen..
if only there is a miracle..
nvm..
now i just asking baby on the 2jun come to my house, nearby there have a coffee shop n my mother also said ask him to come..
but once again that won't happen..
my heart is totally tore..
crying hard inside my heart.
even this little wish also can't fulfill..
than what the point of saying celebrate inside the burger king when i'm on schedule..
all the wishes won't fulfill..
even friends n family are celebrating for me..
but i still won't be happy at all..
because the biggest wish i wanted was just spending a day with baby that no need to stay inside the burger king..
and wanted to celebrate other else place..
even east coast i also dun mind..
as long as i can spend the time with him, just him only..
that all i just want..
why is it so diffivult to fulfill..?
i really dun understand..

nothing to talk much..
bye..



now blogging again..
morning woke up, forcing myself to get off the bed..
went to work happily..
i n baby went to break together and we eat inside the chiller laugh around..
at the night when we close the store, i dunnno why baby got his mood swing..
suddenly punch out my time card n i ask him why he punch out my card n know what he said, because i doing nothing..
ya, what i did all is nothing to everyone..

now at east coast rotting myself near the mac..
baby, you got problem you think i dunno mehx..
i also wish i got help you up..
but what you will said to me is nvm, is okay..
if you are angry can you dun throw you bad attitude n bad temper onto me..
i just want to help you call shiva back n send you home..
n you snatch my phone from me..
n you dun wan to return when i ask you properly..
why you dun think something better than taking train n bus back to malaysia..
if i called shiva back and, you n him use motorbike ride back is better than you are taking bus..
just waiting awhile..
will kill yourself mehx..
i also never make you angry and you shouted at me..
isn't fair to me, you ask yourself..
i never angry with you..
i just hurts deep inside my heart only..

but i wan to tell you, baby..
I Love You..
Muackkss...

continue rotting at east coast park..
bye...



today, for me is a very happy day(:
and most unforgettable day(:
because shiva n eileen back together sweet sweet^_^
after we end work, 4 of us went up to staircase n we took alot of photos n vidoes(:







now in school for STS lesson..
and using the com on facebook n blogger lo..
today baby not in singapore..
hais..
sian..
now teacher said that tomorrow lessons had been cancel, due to the seniors hu is having exam this week..
than thursday should have lesson as normal..
friday, public holiday..
this whole whole seem like no school lo..
not lesson cancel than is holiday..
soon next week start exam..
boring..
now i'm thinkin of go for my new job n still continue working in burger king..
but my mother said that scare i get too tired over working..
now i still considering..


that all..
baby, i love you..
muackkss..



today went to expo to for lunch with baby..



today again never go school..
past few days, i fall sick again..
two days, having high fever..
than cough until very badly
):
today overslept..
that why..
now still now recovering..
headache still coming back..
terrible..



today got get better..
so went out with eileen, shiva n BABY!
waited for the two guys to come in to singapore fetch i n eileen..
wait until very long..
we all went to city square to find william as the two guys need to go through interview (:
after that on the way when we going to city square they dunno how to go..
anyhow drive..
i n baby sitting behind taking photo :P
upload soon.
bye...



4/5/10(11.56PM)
heard from baby again that he can't take his lisence due to some problem..
than is delayy again..
i'm not angry..
i'm just a little...... upsad..... low n just alittle dissappointed..
that all..
dunno how to concentrated on my coming up exams n tests..
i hope you will understand..


4/5/10(6.06PM)
today went to school slight late..
but better than previous day :)
than went to school nothing happen larh..
just do work, listen to teacher talking n copying notes..
took bus 31 home n joey took the same bus as me..
than joey friend called heer and said they can't make it to go out than she said wan to pei me go find my friends..
after that we went back to parkway n than i went to handphone shop to see phone..
tomorrow than can collect..
aiyo.. why like that..
sian..
dunno got time collect ma lorx..
byes...

4/5/10(12.44am)
waited for baby call from just now until now..
than i text him..
after msg him, i return a call to me..
i carrying a happy mood to pick his call, and wanna to talk with him happily..
but when i asked you where are you n you said you were still outside with your friend settling some problem..
so i asked you to settle first than after that see if i'm still awake than you call me..
than you said back to me that i dunno what time will reach home..
i got no choice to said nvm, just sms can already..
baby, you know why i choose to said that..
because i will never be replace your friends position inside your heart..
when you were in malaysia, brothers are always in first place..
and i know i will never replace intothe first place in your heart because you know they longer than i do..
so i never blame you..
so i will rather stick with second place inside your heart n never wanna be first in your heart..
i dun wan you n your brother break the brothership with them..
but did you ask yourself did you give me a chance to understand you better, be the only girl of yours to take care you, care about you..?
i really scare i will lose you one day..
i cant live without you,
i can't stand up when i fall without you..
i can't smile or laugh without you with me..
without you i'm nothing, i nothing to anyone..
you are the only one who brighten up my life with rainbows..
baby, hope you will understand what i trying to express the whole story to you..






today not again..
late to school again..
see what i done in my practical lesson..















(back view)

















(side view)














(top view)

















(front view)
but got no chance to complete..
hope wednesday can wake up on time and i got complete the whole head :)

after school went to expo burger king to find my baby..
went there the distance to there very hot..
than met shiva(ah bang), baby, eileen went to eat lunch cum dinner and kim joey came along..
actually they should be coming my house to study but in up never..
because late le..

after that shiva drive eileen back,
kim n jo took bus 38..
than i end up take cab..
reach home early lo..

at night i, my sis n mother went to parkway shopping mall..
than i saw this handphone strip is a pair..
than mummy bought for me than i wednesday will pass to baby :)








i just reached home n took shower already..
baby send me home today..
i felt very very happy :P
hoping the time faster come n baby pass his lisence than can send me home everyday..
today drove me home, on the way home the journey, baby drove very fast..
if i'm not wrong he drove up to 120km/hr sia..
wa...
now i think he already on his way to custom..
this two days i dunno wad happen to me..
can't sleep at all..
:(

that all..
bye..



yesterday, i woke up in the morning..
but it seen like i overslept again..
because i should be working at 11am but i woke up at 10.30am when baby called me..
than after i called joey see where is she..
she said she at bedok so asked her to meet me..
on her way to meet me, i went to my shoe for my working one than went to market buy food for baby n me :P
after that i walked to bus stop to wait for joey than guess what i saw..
i saw i flatted rat in the middle of the road..
with all the flesh comin out..
and the worse thingis that all cars are going over n over again..
it makes me puke..
one more is the birds see when this are no cars..
they went over to eat the flesh..
gosh..

reach BK..
WOW..
BK was floated with human..
haha..
of course, is human larh..
works is usual..
nothing special..

now at home can surf the net so i'm using now..
okay larh..
now i'm copying all the school notes..
because my eyes still opening wide..
dunno why..

good night...

I can't believe I fell so hard for you. Now I'm letting you fall, because if you truly loved me, you would have gotten me something more than flowers.

Basically i be named Christabelle
when i came to this world on 03 jun 1993.
currently schooling at ITE College EAST
studyin Hair Fashion & Design
relationship single/attached


hE look normal to everyone
but for me, he is special
his name is Sarinbabu Naidu A/L Rajaji
he care about me, protect me whenever i'm in danger
he is malaysian & he is indian
but i dun care where he come from n what his race
as long he loves me n i loves him
the rest we dun care :)
we fall together into the love trap on 12.09.09


Myself
} his love
} More outing with baby, shiva & eileen :P
} Change my attitude, more better
} Earn more more money
} Grow tall(hopin to grow up to at least 155cm)
} Go dental for teeth washing
} new phone(BL20;new chocolate)
} heels
} prepaid internet broadband
} better life
} go Kbox with joey & friends
} new job with better pay
} iphone- 8GB
} shopping bag
} school bag
} enough sleep:D

Him
} stay with him forever
} Pass his motorbike lisence
} come my house often ):
} less quarrel
} Take more photo together
} Stay happy
} Oversea to malaysia
} Watch movie together
} Shopping together