christabelle

2010-09-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

hi viewers..

long time never post ..

cos i busy on work & going to find my sister's baby :P

lazy posting ..

night

2010-09-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

hi peeps...
today i'm back posting..
from my last post until today i was busy working & getting alot of information on pet grooming course..
luckily my effort never waste..
because i got alot of friends, family & relatives supporting me..
so i really decided to quit ITE & pursue on my dream & move on nearer to my ideal career :)
i really really happy..
i can pursue on my dream..
in the same time, i can study & hand-on with dogs, and doing something that i loves..
i found a pet grooming academy at yishun area..
although is far but i fine with it..
because i'm study something that i loves..
now my plan is work full-time & save money..
than i can faster got the money to study the course..
is alittle expensive, but i know is worth it..

thanks to everyone,
those who are supporting me..
THANK YOU ...!!!

hope by end of next year i can get advance diploma cert. on pet grooming..

2010-09-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

today in the morning felt moody moody..

because yesterday got cold war with baby..

that why..

went sch for today & it will be my last day..

now using the net to check on the e-mail..

finally the pet school had reply me..

i very happy..

although the course is alittle expensive,

i think is worth it..

because i can learn n at the same time i can fufill my dream..

& 1 more thing i very happy is..

baby finally understand me..

than he agree with me to quit school n enough money to study the course i ever wanted..

happy..

dun talk already..

got to really plan for my financial & future..

byee...

(^_^)

2010-09-01T21:00:00.004+08:00

from yesterday until now i planning my routes to my future..
and fufill my Dream..
i wanna open my own pet shop n now i wan to hand-on or even work related jobs with the dogs..
so now mt first step is to apply for pet grooming course..
but before that i got to work really hard to have the sum of money..
than i will put in 100% heart to study hard & work hard to achieve the thing that i ever wanted..

now searching all the details..
dun talk much le..
byee

2010-09-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

finally posting again..
holiday i was so busy everyday..
because 2week, 14days & 336hours; is fully booked..
working all the days..
earn alot of OT..
:P
happy..
see my time card, it look like full-timer time card..
all the rows was full, only when i'm off..
in this holiday i can call it as my training..
i now having muscle that i feel scary..
lol..
but luckily not fats..
hahaha..
the only words that i can describle the holiday is 'TIRED'..
everyday stand for at least 12hours..

now than got time to post..
but now i finish my posting..
i going to sleep already..
nights..

2010-08-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

today off.. baby not working too..
boring..
woke up about 3plus..
than mum woke me up..
or alse i'm still in my dream land..
than mum bought food home..
eaten n went to bathe..
meet sis at the bus stop..
me& mum went to bus stop..
together we went to parkway parade..
we get something done than went to see phone :P
than i trade-in my hp & got a new iphone..
but still need to pay 100plus..
i felt very happy..
so i no need to spend more money on buying a new itouch..
hehe..

after that now just finish talking with baby on the phone..
he sick again..
due to yesterday rain..
he caught under the rain.
now having fever..
but he going to see doctor..
):
hope he will be fine..

baby,
i miss you alot alot..
muackkss..

2010-08-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

hehe..
talking about today..
is a happy day for me :P
i wake up in the morning, late again..
than i slowly went to work..
than today went for our break at about 3plus..
eat eat eat..
than went smoke with baby..
he smoke n i again got nothing to do show take photo take photos :P
everytime i take photos with baby,
baby gets more happier..
this is what i think about..
:D

hiding behind baby..

baby's white teeth :D

tired, sleeping..

*do not disturb*

our bloated mouth..

*blah*

still got many..
wan to see more, my facebook have..
here i upload very slow..

turning off..
tomorrow is my off day & same as baby..
gonna sleep more :P
nights..

2010-08-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

today went to work late but not tat late :)
start work as usual..
waiting for baby to come work..
miss him..
:P

about 12plus than he reach..
end start to busy at that point of time..
busy busy..
after that i n baby busy until about 5plus in the evening than went for our break time..
eat burger n after half n hour we got back to work..
than baby's mother came to expo..
i was like....
shy..
haha..
i keep hide here n there when baby tell his mother that i was 'over there'..
but after that i walk over there n said 'hi' to her..
i n her always starts to talk we were like keep laugh n smiling to each other..
hehe.

but i'm glad that i've got the chance to meet until his mother..
because i dunno when there i can go in to malaysia to meet his parent :P
hope soon ba..

tomorrow again working..
complete tomorrow, is i work for 1week, without off..
:D
work, work, work..
i think my pay got about more than 400plus..
hope more because i work alot of overtime(OT)..
FASTER PAYDAY...
i miss PAYDAY :)

2010-08-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

today went to work..
holidays mah..
work work work only..
baby today late..
having heavy rain..
how i which i was at home tug myself inside my blanket & sister..
work n work about late afternoon, than i & baby went for break time..
than we went to staircase because baby need to smoke =.="
i got nothing to do so i pull baby to take photo.. because we very long never take photo..
i love him every second, every minutes n everyday..
this are the photos we took :)

2010-08-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

finally back home..
went to bathe n had my supper :P
felt sleepy n tired..
but i must tahan...
i must work work work..
i wan to work more n get my salary more..
because i got too many thing that i need helps n get things for myself :)

first time that keep push me on is,
i wan to earn enough money on every month so that i can help up at my house on all the things that are needed to buy..
and for this month is to get myself a itouch even my baby want to buy for me..
after that help baby, faster clear some important..

once he had settle his thing,
everythings will get smooth..
than he can take his motor lisence..
after that i can sit on his motor go around..
and we also can spend time more together..
than when i'm having holiday i can go to malaysia to visit his parent and have our short period of 'honeymoon' :P

going to slp now..
good night..

2010-08-18T23:23:00.001+08:00

just reach home..
just finsh bathing..
n now posting..
hais...
family matters, relationship matter & working matters..
makes me crazy..
until i often cried with my control..

just ended call with baby..
we got quarrel again..
he hang up my call..
i hate him, when we hang my call..
he makes me cry out..
sliently..

no mood to continue posting..
i hate today..

2010-08-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

What is 'MOTHER LOVES'

i now really feel empty..

i hate my life at home..

now i very felt that my house that i'm staying is just a place for me to slp..

there is no difference between hotel n house..

my life rountine is wake up in the morning, bath, go work/sch, go home,take shower & slp..

that all..

nothing much to talk at home..

hardly talk much with my family members..

the most least that i talk withnow, is my MOTHER..

there is thing that makes me really unhappy..

dun wan to mention it..

sick of it liao..

is enough..

myself also go limit..

why you wan to push me to the end..

suffocating..

breathless..

2010-08-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

today woke up in morning..
went to school for extra lesson, colouring lesson..
chriscia help me to find model..
than when i starting, i was very scare..
i just dunno why..
maybe because i dun the guy well than abit stranger..
lol..
haha..
having lots fun..
overall i think is ok..
after lesson end, chriscia, kim, dexter n me went to century square to eat popeye.
but after eating they went for kbox & i went to work..
plus also can meet baby :P
than just work for awhile than baby going back so i also left after him together..
i miss him..

gonna slp early..
tomorrow still got work..

2010-08-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

just reach home not long ago n just bathe ok, now posting..

today when to work slight late haha..
reach BK at about 11.15am..
than get everything prepared n resturant open..
12plus start to busy already..
baby still haven reach..
near to 1pm than baby reach but is already not busy..
lol..

than nothing special about today..
sian..
awhile raining, awhile sun..
hate this kind of weather..

now having holiday, 2week..
but tomorrow having class just for colouring..
teacher said we had miss up alot of lesson so she called us back for extra class..
but good, i like :P
i dunno why..
haha..
crazy me...

something that bothering me..
i am re-considering wether wanna buy i-touch anot..
i scare i waste money..
i wan to save so money to help baby and keep for future purposes..
from now until 10sept i got time to think..
because 10sept, i'm going out with kim n chriscia..

talk to baby alot alot today..
regarding about something..
dun wan to say :)
shhhh..

2010-08-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

today went to school for colouring lesson..
but awhile only, becuase we overslept..
haha..
after that i been ps by joey..
than luckily got kim n chrisica accompany me..
we reach tam, went to eat mac..
than after eating chriscia left us n went back..
so only kim accompany me..
went to took my phone back..
after we went to tam1 to colllect my ring..
luckily went there jiejie friend was working at this outlet..
i also dunno..
lol..
i keep wanted to do the couple lab de member ship card...
but happy is that my jiejie friend just sign up the membership card from me..
:D happy..

lazy to talk about working..
got to slp, nights..

2010-08-12T23:16:00.001+08:00

today went to school puntual..
because today first lesson is hair cutting than we got to bring our model..
luckily i've got ming yue as my model..
meet her at my school outside than we together went to up level 2, locker to get my epuipments..
than meet joey at outside lab with her model..
we went into the lab together n get everything prepared..
not long after kim n chriscia came..
than kim told me her model ps her..
but luckily the model got try to rush down..
than after finish, teacher check mine n said my cutting is okay but just that need to improve..

after school i n joey went to tam.
because yesterday my ring lost n today went to get a new ring :P
happie happie..
than i got the ring for $1o8..
but i wanna the ring inside got my stead code so they charge me cheaper..
than total is $113..
hais, spend money again..
tomorrow than can collect..
after we done with that we went to century square to eat n ramdomly joey wanna eat sushi..
so we went to sakae sushi to eat..
eat finsh we head back to school for our hair colouring theopy lesson..

end school i went to work straight..
nothing much happen today in work place..

so i should end here..
bye good night.

2010-08-11T21:45:00.002+08:00

I HATE TODAY...
WHY..???????????
WHY AM I SO CARELESS..!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOST MY RING.......
I HATE MYSELF..
I WANT MY RING BACK....!!!!!!!!

BABY,
I 'M SORRY...
SORRY...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*CRY*

2010-08-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

hello0ooo..

today morning woke up n get thing prepared..

after that went to bedok inter to meet kim..

she accompany me go see doctor..

went to polyclinic..

WOw..

so many people..

but that is common :)

i n kim together waited for the numbers skip to my number..

it was like got about 100 people tthan reach my turn..

than after that see the doctor, the doctor didn't said much..

just asked me not to try on with new soap n touch oily things..

due to my hand over-sensitive..

and she given me a medicine to eat for 5days n a tube of cream..

than after that we finsh seeing the doctor took the medicine n payment..

together we took bus 60 back to kim house there to meet chriscia..

had our breakfast before going to school..

eaten already we went to tam to shop shop..

than victor ring up to chriscia and he met us..

we accompany him to eat..

than we all went back to school :P

today ms beer let us off early again..

me n chriscia wa like cutting the hair half way, always like that..

after school went to Forlick to eat yogurt..

:P yummy yummy..

the one with gummy bears is mine & with marshmallow is kim n chriscia de..
we share each other one :D

now at BK waiting for baby to end work..
so i now here posting..
okay lar..
i should end here..
continue playing my games ^_^
byebye

2010-08-09T23:28:00.001+08:00

hmmmmm....
today working for 1 whole days..
tiring..
and that weather was, WOW..
freakiing HOT..
everyone working was like just took a shower..
we were all sweating...
after working, as usual..
baby accompany me to the bus stop to hire cab..
and we were chatting along..
than he said that hopefully by end of this year he will have his lisence already..
i know he won't break his promise..
i know he won't ^^

tomorrow going to polyclinic to see doctor..
due to work n my hand keep touching oily stuff n now my palm is having rashes..
very itchy..
and my foot also having rashes..
i think is because my house there the cat slp on my slipper n i wear it..
hais..
hope faster recover...

2010-08-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning at 7am..
when to bathe n start to cook..
than after that kim came to my home to had breakfast..
after eating we together when to tam..
we bought similar side bag..
than i went to work n kim went home..

11.58pm
hmmm....
today working..
very busy, tiring..

today, finally i've got time to post...
was talking to baby..
than i said i wanna a itouch..
than he said next pay he is buying for me :P
so happy..
i love you baby..
so happy,
because this month we are together for 11month already..
next month jiu 1year anniversary already..
so fast..
time really flies..
hope we can be together forever..
holding on with you..

feel

your big hand,

your warm hug,

your jokes,

your sweetness

lastly not to miss is

YOUR LOVE FOR ME...

my heart with love will never change..

because my heart is full of you..

ILOVEYOU...!

2010-08-06T09:06:00.002+08:00

sian..

wake up so early than ended up no school..

lesson cancel n become celebration, for national day..

but before tat i n kim dunno yet..

than she came over my house the coffee shop to have breakfast..

makes me wake up so early..

now me n kim playing with com...

sian sian..

later going tam to shop around first..

than go to work..

lazy to post liao...

byebye

2010-08-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

today...
whole day thinking what i gonna buy when i got my coming up pay..
what should i buy..?
i've got a list of things that i wanna to buy..
dunno which one should get first..
hais..
dun think le..
tiring.. slping le..
tomorrow still got school n work..
ahhhhhhhhhh....
good night everyone..
:P

2010-08-03T20:31:00.005+08:00

today LLA had cancel..
so good..
no need to wake up so early..
so sch start at 2pm..
joey came to my house the coffee to have breakfast cum lunch together..
after eating when to school..
than got creative hair design lesson(CHD) than teacher demo the basic hair-up, style..
that is gonna be our phase test..
shit sia, scare i can't find until model..
my sister dun let me do on her hair..
sian..
after that lesson and next is hair cutting..
now we are learn how to cut convex (V-shape)..
this is the photo that i cutted..

it dun look like V-shape right..?
i'm trying my best :P
next timei will do better :D

today again never see baby..
he still on his OFF day..
MISS HIM ALOT ALOT..
faster tomorrow..
than after school can find him..

bye..
watchng tv & wait for baby to call me :)

2010-08-01T20:57:00.002+08:00

blogging again..
past few days was like busy packing my house..

talking about yesterday,
went to work..
not busy, we were all slacking..
than we close at 8pm but we end everything at 10plus..
because of month end, got to count all the things..
after that we spend together.
chat n laugh around..
suddenly baby very random n said..
"baby, i will hold your hand forever.. I love you.."
i was so shocked when he said that..
BABY I WAN TO TELL YOU SOMETHING..
I LOVE YOU..!!

n now @ my new house..
thing pack up most of it..
felt very sleepy just now, than went to slp for awhile..
than left mum n sis packin :P
for this month my cash flow quite tight..
got save up..
this month i going to, WORK WORK WORK...!!
planning all my stuff n my life..
from 2 of my jobs cuurrently i need to choose 1..
but i think i should continue @ BK n give up on MFM..
very say to ask me choosing from 2 to 1..
i dun like it..

today i whole day at home never going find baby..
baby off day from today to tuesday..
than i wednesday than got go find him..
MISS HIM..
very soon i n him going to 11month together..
happy.. ^^

bye..
gonna take more rest..

2010-07-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

hais..
i'm felt myself alittle useless..
because not baby got difficulties..
no i can't help him anything..
thinking alots of ways..
if anyone got jobs please ring me..
i need cash..

maybe i need to think all over again about my lifestyle..
need to get alot of thing changed..

dun wan to talk more..
bye..

2010-07-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

today went to school as normal lor..

a little moody..

dunno why..

plus baby today not in Singapore..

no one accompany me..

i miss him..

4days never see him..

really miss him deeply..

now there is something bothering me..

this about jobs..

between MFM & BK..

i got to choose one..

still deciding..

maybe giving up MFM..

because there is too far..

working there n the pay is only covering my transport fee..

my mother said is not worth it..

who can tell me .?

bye..

should end here..

2010-07-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

today..finally getting better..

because of yesterday..

i felt something weird..

i know i think alot..

but i just dun felt right..

i miss baby..

today never got a chance to find me..

*crying*

now i'm still waiting for baby to call me back..

I MISS HIM ALOT ALOT...

2010-07-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

now freaking no mood..

argggggg....

things started like this..

my mother n sister was talk something that really hurt deeply inside my heart..

they dun care about my feeling at all..

because we were moving house n sooner baby got lisence i will ask him to come my house often..

than my mom said :"he will come meh..!?"

i'm thinkin *is you(mom) are the one who asked me before to ask my baby to come our house often n now you are talk shit with me.. WTF"

my sis added on..

i more fed-up...

my sis said :"i got say he can come meh.."

i just keep quite..

but deeply inside my heart i feel like screaming..

i got very angry i got up the bed hide inside the blanket n cry out..

but i felt tortured..

because i cry in slient..

i dun wan baby to get worry than suddenly he called i act like nothing happen..

act usual..

when back to cry..

just can't control the tears..

AND POSTING NOW..

to mom & sis:

I WILL PROVE TO YOU ALL...!!!!!

2010-07-25T14:48:00.003+08:00

(2:48PM)

hais..
past two days..
having diahorrea n fever..
i keep run to toilet for 4times ++...
very terrible..
actually yesterday should go sick doctor..
but i just can't get up from bad..
having terrible backache..

today went to see doctor..
my mouth was very bitter..
now going to rest..
got MC from doctor for tomorrow school..
got to really get a good rest..

i miss baby alot alot..
baby, sorry make you worry me again..
i love you..

2010-07-22T17:15:00.004+08:00

now i'm posting again..
got nothing to do..
surf the net..
n edit photos..
this are the photos i edit..

{christabelle; me}{Joey}
{Chriscia}
{Kim}

now maybe going to edit more..

byebye..

post again..

now is 6.53pm..

took pictures with baby :P

by using my com the webcam..

haha..

he very random ask to take photos..

2010-07-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

today got no school due to teacher got to handle the senior fashion show.

than woke up slight late abit..

follow my mom to the new house n my elder sister also with us..

went there have some clean up..

wan see my new house is only 1-room flat..?

{living room}

{bedroom}

{kitchen}

{toilet}

{this cat keep walking}

{this cat listen to me}

{i ask her to pose n i take photo}

soon i moving over:)

finally got new house to stay..

that all..

*tired*

2010-07-20T22:46:00.005+08:00

today woke up, get thing to prepared to go school for practical lesson..

meet kim, joey n chriscia in the cab n we went to tampines..

guess what..

when we reach school, n we felt weird why no students at was our classmates..

than we called them ask, and they said, today lessons are all cancelled..

what the....

so we all went back to prepare for going out to Kbox..

after that kim n joey came to my house than we together went to Kpool to play..

we only play about half n our we went to Kbox liao..

so sadd chriscia never follow..

only three of us in the end..

this are a few photos we took..

actually there are still quite some photos..

lazy to post..

after Kbox we went to to bedok blk 85 to have our late dinner..

and we meet chriscia..

eat finish we went home..

now i posting..

haha..

nothing already..

bye..

2010-07-19T23:29:00.004+08:00

today went to school late with joey..

when we reach the class, our classmates was all leaving the classroom..

lol..
than we walk down to the cafe1 located outside..

not long kim n chriscia came to school n met us..

after that went for HCT theopy lesson, 4 of us were like alittle restless..

can't listen into my brain..

after that we were no mood than left the school n miss the HCT practical lesson..

after we left school we head to tampines mall..
we wanna to catch a show that is blood pledge but there the 2 threatre dun have it on screen..
sian..
than we went to walk around..
we went to eat at pizza hut..

we took photos here n there..

after awhile more chriscia left us n left me, joey n kim..

than we went to couple lab see ring..

we saw a few nice nice one..

but never buy n we went to bus stop to see clothes..

we buy one clothes of each..

and after we all went back..

that all..
tomorrow going to kbox to sing song..

2010-07-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

today woke up in the morning..
joey came my house than after that together with my mother we went to the M1(road show), to sign de internet broadband for home use..
because soon next month i'm going to move house..
than we are own house, FINALLY..
after that i left n when for work..
reach BK, baby they all, all haven come..

boring, but manager asked me to do ice-cream n fries station..
:P hehe, can do the ice-cream..
the whole day i was just doing ice-cream..
happy happy..
near to the time when closong..
dunno why i n desmond(manager) start a topic on chinese 7th month n ghost stories..
talk until both of us a hand hair all stand..
hahaha..
than after that stay back after work with baby playing com..

so now blogging..
got nothing to say liao..
byebye..

2010-07-17T23:48:00.001+08:00

today when to work with eileen..
reach MFM slight late already..
dinner time very busy..
felt a little boring..
because baby not around..
i miss him..
when home after work...
tomorrow still working at BK..
tiring..

talk about my house matters..
i once again gonna move house..
but this time is long term living in the house..
at marine terrace..
:) happy happy..

now starting to plan some thing for baby when our 1yr anniversary..
should be a surprise to him..?
dunno.. =.=?
hope he will like it..

nothing much to talk about..
gonna pack my stuffs..
byebye...

2010-07-16T12:55:00.000+08:00

today i n joey overslept already :P
so no choice we never get to school..
miss the class today..
when to work about 2pm...
today i get to do alot of ice-cream..
improving so far..
end work about 11plus in the night after finish everything..
this are a few photos i took when we were eating ice-cream that we done...

{2pair of couples eating ice-cream + posing}

{me & baby}

{snap shot when baby stick the tougue out}

{shiva & eileen}
{this ice-cream is baby do one}
{so tall up}

tomorrow morning going to my new to take a look...

gonna sleep now..

byebye..

nights..

Time now @ 11.48PM

2010-07-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today went to school slight later abit :P
haha..
today again never go for S&W..
went to work after that..
tofay having fun when i was working :P
because we got new thing to learn..
the ice-cream machine..
we got the learn how to get the shape right n we are laughing at each other..
after end work..
i n baby went to the staircase where we usually go for break..
i bully baby..
lol..
this are some pictures i took..

{i bully baby, sadd sadd}

{coming back for revenage on meeeeeee}

{lol}

{this pic is i ask him to act one :P}

he is always my baby monkey :P

i love only one n always forever..

baby..

I LOVE YOU...

Time now @ 11.59PM

2010-07-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

today went to school as usual..

one word *late*..

lol..

i n joey seem like we can't bear to leave the bed..

slp slp slp..

we are two piggy...

hahaha..

today about school..

now i felt school getting more intersting..

my favourite module currently is creative hair design(CHD)..

very funny..

i did some of my hardwork..

enjoy..

{try to get the hair 'ball' up}

{this is after 'balling' up the hair}

{this is the front view of the hair that become bow}

{side view os the bow}

{this is how it like when i tied it became a bow}

{this is the front view of a flower hair after i tied it}

{Side view of the flower hair}

{this is thw view of the overall flower hair}

actually there are photo that wanna to upload but my com suddenly lag..

those pictures are kim n joey hardwork..

haha..

we all having fun n the module but is very tiring..

after that when to find baby @ expo..

spend sometime with him..

got to slp early..

byebye...

Time now @ 10.59PM

2010-07-12T18:43:00.002+08:00

today when to school as normal..
got hair cutting in the last period..
in the lesson i finally finsh cutting the whole dolly head..
after that i & joey together walk to expo..
i go find baby first..
miss him too much :P
after that going to manhattan to work..

but firstly..
baby,
happy 10th anniversary..
2 more month we are going to be together 1yr..
even thought we sometimes had quarell n misunderstanding..
but from that we love each other more we learn from the mistakes we had..
stay close with you, i dun fear anything, i felt protected by your surrounnding..
I LOVE YOU..!
Muacks..

end work at manhattan,
today dunno where the ppl came from..
they fill up the whole resturant.
FULL HOUSE..
busy like hell..
we work until we got on time to see the time.
and time fly..
a tiring day i had..

going to slp..
very tired..
maybe not going to school in the morning..
got time to slp more..
nights..

Time now @ 11.59 PM

2010-07-12T04:37:00.002+08:00

now i still not yet asleep..
because i'm still watching the WC final..
netherlands vs spain..
now currently draw, 0-0..
boring..
now they having 1st extra time to win the WC..
i bet spain..
lol..
hope spain will win..

time now @ 4:41 am

2010-07-10T03:11:00.004+08:00

nowadays, most of my friend did braces already..
but i haven..
i really wan to do braces on my teeth..
i wan my teeth to look nice..
everyone think that i okay with it when they said that..
but when some people or relatives ask me ' why don't you go do something with ur teeth?'
you all think i dun wish meh..
do you all my feel..
it hurts..
i work so hard but i just can't save much money..
*sadd, tear gonna roll down*

now using com surfing the net..
doing some being information to know more about braces..
i now really wanna to save my money up to do the braces..
no matter wad..
work hard..
n study hard to get some improvement award..
so i can save more money..

sometimes i really think i'm daydreaming..
because i know this dream that i wanna it won't happen until i hit 20..
my mom won't help up with me on the cash..
n nothing..
i only can depend on myself..
because of this..
i got a few times thinking of stop schooling n start to work longer hours..
but i can't..
i can't let the people around me down..
i promise them i no matter wad will continue with study until i got the certificate..

feeling low..
craving for this dream of mine will come true..

bye...

Time now @ 3:11AM

2010-07-08T23:56:00.005+08:00

woke up early in the morning..
meet joey at the busstop we always meet..
than when bus came we board n went up to the second deck..
when we reach the second deck we were like went into the northpole..
freaking cold we tahan for about 2stop we got down the bus..
n wanted to hire a cab..
but there is no cab until the next bus 31 came we took bus again..
and ended up we both late for class..
haha..

we start to hands-on to cut the dolly head..
i think i'm doing well on this module..
i want to master first on basic hair cutting so mingyue will not wait so long :P
she said she will wait for me to master baisc haircutting so i can help her to cut her hair before she is going back to china..
i scare if i cut her hair wrongly..
hahah..
today got S&W my whole class did not attend..
how united it is..
lol..

after that went to tam again to collect my baby new phone..
n took joey couple keychain after we head to expo..

lazy to write more.
btw there is not much thing to say already :)
byebye..

Time now @ 11:56PM

2010-07-07T23:36:00.003+08:00

today school start at 1pm..
good right but end school at 6pm..
than i n joey meet at tam inter at 11am..
we went to collect our new phones..
after we went to school..

this term we got haircutting, hair colouring n creative hair design modules..
those are new modules that never learn before..
and it going to be more difficult than the previous term..

after school..
i went to expo to find baby...
and spend time with him =o=

turning in already..
bye..
night..

Time now @ 11:36PM

2010-07-05T23:54:00.003+08:00

today.
school reopen..
we all see the time-table that was on our hand, we got alittle shocked..
because we are hoping to have early end so we got time to go out with our pals n gf/bf..
but there are total 3 days that was 6pm end school..
and the another was 3pm n 2pm end school end..
monday luckily was 2pm end school..

so today went out with joey..
went to tam we catch a movie..
'The Twilight Saga: Eclipse'
we went into the tam mall GV, the queue was up to near the 77th street store already so we went over to century square see if whether there can get the ticket..
there the queue luckily not that long so we deicided to queue for the ticket..
after we get ticket we went around to shop..
we go to alot of hp shop..
we plan to change phone together..
than we went to ask the prices of the phone we wanted..
about 2hr before the show start we went to popeyes eat get a early dinner before the show..
than after that it time to go for the show..
......

the show was amazing..
if i gonna to rate i will give a 41/2stars / 5stars
there still some place can be improve..
:)

after that we continue to shop awhile more n after we went home..
we took quite alot of photos, but the blogger seem like can't upload so when it can be upload i sure will upload..
got to sleep tomorrow still got class..
bye..

Time now @ 11:54PM

2010-07-04T23:19:00.001+08:00

today woke up late already..
at 11am woke up n get off the bed when to bathe..
on the way to work i though i was the last one to reach BK because baby n shiva will reach before me..
but i not that late :P
today at work it seem like vey busy but actually is like the queuenon-stop that why..
very tired..

talking about schooling...
:D
tomorrow school reopen already..
new term start=new target set..
last term i did quite badly for my total module so now my new target is 3point for the new term that is coming up for me..

now i getting things settled down..
now my plan is:
finish my nitec HFD course n get the cert..
after that go for some baking course outside like community center..
continue working part-time..
save money for my future purposes..

turning in early..
tomorrow 9am start class..
night..

bye...

Time now @ 11:19PM

2010-07-03T23:58:00.001+08:00

today went to work as per normal..
but i been delay due to the heavy rain around my area..
ended up i reached BK at 12.20pm..
late by 20min..
worried about baby might caught under the rain..
but when he reached BK luckily the rain stopped..
the crowd at BK was non-stop..
we are all hungry..
but we got no choice because there is no one to take over our place..
manager had no choice too..
they let one by one go for break to eat..
no one over break all are very coporation..

today is a tiring day..
going to watch the mid-night, 2.30am the world cup..
(:
byee..

Time now @ 11.58PM

2010-07-01T23:40:00.013+08:00

today woke up at about 10plus..

get things prepared, went to bathe, changed..

i keep changing clothes to see watch one better..

than after changing a fewthan got one okay one..

went out my house, take a bus to meet joey togather go my secondary school to get my N level

certificate n testimonal..

met joey inside the bus n we head to my secondary school(PHS)..

such a long time not back to sec. school..

there are alots of memories..

i miss the sec. life, ever sometimes friends n friends quarrel, fights n misunderstanding..

but there keeps alots of memories..

really can't express it by saying..
I MISS THE TIME IN SEC. SCH LIFE...

after taking my certification, it still raining cats n dogs..
i n joey no choice we took n cab down to toa payoh to put things to my sister..

after passing the things, we head to bugis to shop:)

again we took cab:P

we bought alot of things..

i bought heels, couple jaket, shirt, hot pant n bought a sch bag for my sister..

and i also bought things for baby..
couple jaket, polo tee n pant..

this is the polo tee i bought for baby :P

baby said he likes alot..
i very happy(:

actually joey bought more than me..

but see liao, like my one more because i got buy for baby n sister..

after shopping round n round..

we had finish about 6plus..

n joey went back home to meet her stead..

and for me i went to expo to meet my dearest baby..
spend time with baby n after that went back home now now updating:)

and i also found my PSLE certificate n put it together in the folder...

2010-06-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

today went to BK work at 12pm -1.30pm only
:P
because JamiL call me said today night not enough staff..
so i went over to work..

nothing musch to talk about..
tomorrow going out to with joey for our ladys' outing..
yea..
faster next day..
but still need to go back to secondary school to collect my N level cert..
than shoping n have lunch..
after at going to expo find my baby..
for been two days never see him already..
miss him alot alot..

night

2010-06-28T03:26:00.002+08:00

Suddenly remember i watched before a show called '10 promises to my dog.'
this show really touched me..
because i'm a DOG LOVER (:

let's put ourselves into dogs postition..
-You must listen to me(dog)
-I'm(dog) your forever friend
-You must play with me often
-I(dog) also have a heart, i've(dog)got feeling
-No quarrel with me(dog), when I(dog) grow up, I(dog) will win you
-If I(dog) dun listen to you, there sure a reason for it
-when you are in school, you have friends to accompany you. but for me, i only have you.
-we are BEST friend, we must have good communication
-my life time(dog) is only about 10years, so we had to treasure the time we spend together
-LASTLY, please dun forget the times we had spend together, must remember it in heart.
And when i die, please stay by my side(dog)

for people who wanna buy a dog please read this..
after read you think twice n ask yourself wheather you can keep the 10promises to the dog..
if can't please dun buy it, it a hurt to the dog future..

2010-06-28T02:11:00.002+08:00

now i posting, because i can't fall asleep..

now surfing the net n found something..

read this..

2010-06-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

i checked my result..
my GPA only 2.0 point..
but actually i must be happy because i miss most of the class but at least i manage to pass my modules...
but my sport of wellness & life skill leave blank..
thinking isn't not stated or nv pass..
next school reopen must ask my CA..
i n joey score are the same..
because our marks are same same..
haha..
really larh, sister mah..

this few days, my baby use his motorbike to sent me home from work (:
i always keep notice about baby one thing :P
when he doing something he will sing song..
:D
i also asked baby to teach me his language..
this two days working at BK a little mood swing ..
because due to losing blood..
temper abit bad..

hope faster school reopen..
so i won't keep staying at home..
i promise to baby at when school reopen i gonna study hard to get 3.0 point for my GPA..
hope so..

bye..

2010-06-20T20:31:00.002+08:00

past few days was working..
very late than reach home..
no time to post..

now i n baby get back to now..
everything are fine now..
hope it won't happen again..

today went to work early in the morning..
than sadd that my best sis never work cause she fall sick..
today not so busy than yesterday..
than end work early, but sadd to say baby today not working can't meet him..
now i go rest..
bye..

2010-06-14T05:07:00.003+08:00

now is already morning..
i have not been sleeping since yesterday..
seriously i can't fall asleep..
crying throughout the night..
listening to music, seeing those photos when 4 of us having our happy time together..
even now i typing, my tears can't control..
how am i going on like that.?
i want back the happy time with them..
why must you took away from me..?
even thought i'm a troublemaker, but i'm still a human..

GOD,
if you are torturing me,
than please just take my life away from me..
is there so difficult to you.?

Christabelle
@
Torturing

2010-06-13T16:56:00.013+08:00

(9,43pm)
Finally i know who i am..
i'm a troublemaker to everyone even my family too..
God, please tell me what should i do now.?
how am i going to move on with this life i had..
i seriously lost now, i really dunno where to go and i dunno how to moove on..
i surrender, I LOSEE TO YOU.!
i think i staying in this world i just know how to cause troubles to each n everyone around me..
why dun you take back my life..
puttin me in this world, i rather go to another world..
i just want to go back to the past, when i'm alone, without caring people around me to care me..
because i dun no their care, it a waste a time to them..
because i'm just a troublemaker..
why i dun have a relationship n friendship that are long term.?
because i was boorn to be a troublemaker?
as a troublemaker, why just can't have a simple life like the others.?

Please, god..
i'm begging you..
please give me a new path to walk through.
i really dun like the life i had now..
please dun toture me anymore, i can't hold on..
i just craving have a simple life that other had..
i just want the people around me be more happier than i do...
why it is so difficult.?
why can't i have that life, i hoping..
I HATE MYSELF..

SORRY........

To Eileen, Shiva & Baby,

I dun wan you all to suffer with me..

so i choose to shut myself up..

i really needs sometimes to heal the wound that cut deeply inside..

please give me 1 more chance & more time..

hope you all will understand..

Christabelle

PAINING

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------(4.56pm)
Today woke up early in the morning..
due to something on going in this morning..
after that meet Eileen n Jun Siong inside the train..

unexpected that they saw ming at the platform too..

we joking around went it reach bugis, ming got down..

Than left 3 of us..

we went to city square to eat at MFM..

as celebrating Eileen's early birthday..

we eat until going to reach 100dollar sia..

haha..

after eating we went down to expo..

i n Eileen went to meet our baby..

baby n me we took quite a few photo..

here are the few..

and now this are a few photo i took myself :P

2010-06-12T12:42:00.009+08:00

Hais..

today is i n baby anniversay..

but i felt very sadd :'(

because i can't see him..

is already for 3days i have not been seeing him..

i miss him alot alot...

baby, happy anniversary..

talking about work..

today manager drawn our FOH staff 's include me :)

he drawn on our hand..

this are a few pictures..

(my hand) can you belive that is my hand.. it seem like a rod to me..

(Siti's hand)

(Eileen's hand)

that all for today..

byes...

2010-06-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

today morning woke up early in the morning again..
i think i still in my lala land, i woke up went to bathe n get prepared..
after that leave the house straight away :P
reached bedok inter is only 10am..
no choice waited for eileen until 10.30am..
haha..

after we meet up..
together we took mrt to work..
in working place, sometimes they will like call me sotong..
haha, they said my face look blur blur one..
=.="
seriously do my face look blur.?
nvm..
when lunch time, the crowds are still not that much yet..
but...
dinner time, after 7pm lots of people came in, in one short..
nearly jam my station..
blur at that moment..
but overall, it fun n i still can manage myself that the station where manager located me..
working until closing today..
doing all the cleaning n my bro helps me to mop half of the another side of the floor :)
than i n eileen went home..
quite tiring actually but..
it fine with me..
because i also can kill my time for the day..
lol..

2 more minutes is me n baby anniversary..
9month already..
we went pass all the difficulties together..
we had quarrel, happy n sad..
but we manage to goes pass everythings :)
hope we can continue celebrating more n more anniversary..
I LOVE YOU..!! MUACKKSS..!!

turning in..
Nights..
byes..

2010-06-10T12:56:00.003+08:00

Now just reach home after taking shower..
trying to use the com if there is internet wireless..
than have so now i'm blogging about today:)

today morning,
woke up early in morning 9am..
went to bathe, dry hair n tie hair..
about everything is done, i went off for work..
meet eileen was already slight late so decided to take a cab down to MFM..
than we reach there early..
around 11.15am we reached already..
went to MFM, than we saw dina first working in the same company :)
we had our lunch before we start work..
i n eileen finish we start work..
happy that eileen now working in the station..
than she learning very hard n concentrate..
and i'm working as a greeter for the afternoon..
after that lunch time alittle busy than no people already..
and started boring..

dinner time..
we had our dinner already..
went to walk walk around the shopping mall because we are too full..
after that we back to work again..
i n her swop station..
and she got a chance to learn new thing..
she tryin on new thing is very good:)
hope everything fine with her..

okay larh..
going to sleep now..
tomorrow still working 12pm-10pm..
full shift..
hais..
this two days, i miss baby alot alot..
never got chance to go see him..
2 more days is our 9month anniversary..
hope can meet until him n spend the day with him..
good night..

bye..

2010-06-09T23:06:00.004+08:00

today was me 5th day work tat MFM..

(me, Jamil(manager) & Eileen)

just started socialise with the big MFM family..

i learn quite alot of thing in there..

start to more voice on my feeling..

currently my progressing quite okay..

hope i can improve more on my mistakes..

working going to a week..

i drop about 2 things already..

First, was spill the ice tea onto Eileen..

i was not purposely one, Sorry Eileen..

Second, was the sauce set i drop one..

i think that sauce set got crack:P

hope i won't be so careless..

hais..

jiayous..

bye..

gtg turn in..

tomorrow still working..

2010-06-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

talking about today..
early morning wake up, went to work with eileen at mahattan..
i reach there slightly late abit..
due to yesterday, end work at 10pm n reach home is already late.. than sleep at about midnight..
i n eileen end work at 3pm than we went back BK n work at 5pm..
than we rushing..
but luckily we are on time..

we end work at BK wth shiva n baby..
about 8pm..
than shiva suggest to go changi village..
baby dun feel like going so i said dun go lorx..
is that so difficult..
but bottom of my heart i really wants to go..
because my wish is go to malaysia together with him when my birthday..
but it can't happen n fulfill already..
than another was even can't celebrate in malaysia..
but at least not at BK but i got no choice but to celebrate inside BK..
than that all put it aside..

but why..
even i hoping that 4 of us can go out to spend some time on each other..
but baby..
isn't so difficult for you..
throughout was like a went there by myself..
alone..
baby..
IS ALONE..
i won't goes in to detail..
you knows alot..
i said to you already..
when going home..
you said something makes my heart broken into pieces..
you are trying to said you wanna land your hand on me..
in a hash wayas you have..
first time you said that..
did i do anything worng..

baby..
everything i'm doing for you is for your good..

2010-06-03T12:57:00.006+08:00

10 more min, my birthday going to end already..

today went to work..

very very busy..

than baby bought birthday cake for me..
but i dunno what cake :P

ended up we celebrate after our work had end..

this are a few pictures..

for this 17th birthday was yesterday joey give me a surprise de..

very nice of her..

thanks joey..

the cakes are all very nice..

2010-05-31T14:42:00.006+08:00

yesterday sleep quite late..

and today woke up early in the morning..

now having slight headache..

morning meet joey than we together took bus to school n QK also took the same bus as us..

because he also had exam today..

just nice he also having the exam same venue as us..

this picture is the exam venue that i going to have my exam..

hahahax..

we about 10.50am sit in to the exam venue..

QK index number same as me..

we sitted in the same row..

but paper different..

sian..

cannot ask him..

than about 12pm i finish the paper n left the exam venue..

and headed to expo..

to wait for baby end work..

so now using internet..

exam paper got 50 questions sia..

but luckily all is mupilty choice..

now stop blogging already..

gonna watch youtube..

the incredible tales..

wooooooo...

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

(9.35pm)

now i'm still waiting for baby they all to end work..

very boring..

so surf into photobucket to edit same pictures..

this are the few photos i edited:

2010-05-30T11:08:00.008+08:00

(11.09am)
now waiting for eileen to get herself prepare for work..
i now at home surfing the net..

talking about friday n yesterday..
burger king was so busy that we got to go to others outlet to borrow stock..
yesterday more was alot of burgers we never sell becuase our stock run out..
than customer was asking why everything like dun have..
than sell what,,
the..
we of course selling bugers..
because our sale are so good everything out of stock..
when closing baby called me n said their motorbike spoil can'y get back to expo..
so i, eileen n ming korkor took a cab down there to help them..
reached east coast..
we took alot of stock from the store..
because we know the manager very well..
than we expo store needs what we ask for what (:
hahas..
than the manager said we treat there like warehouse..
lol..
we were there laughing..
than we tried to hire cabs but fail..
so we call the cab company n hire two cab..
after we had done everything..
this already midnight 12plus to 1am..
no choice shayne pass each n every one of us some money to take cab home..
about 2 than reach home..
what a tiring days..

King's crews..
well done..
we had done a great jobs..
today is another war for us to fight..
endure...

talking about my new job..
the boss ask me n eileen next friday start work..
pretty fast, right..?
but sadd to said that baby n shiva still must wait until july than can join..
sian..
i will miss baby alot alot alot one..

this two days seriously very tired for all..
all King's crew must take care..
^_^

the worse thing is.. tomorrrow till wednesday i having exam n i until now also haven study..
today must really study whenever i got my free time (:

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (11.58pm)

Hais..
now finally end work n reached home..
before i left expo..
i had a little quarrel with baby..
seriously now dun feel like celebrating my birthday already..
A birthday to me now is nothing n pointless..
that not really important to me already..
i dunno why..
in the being i just hoping that i , baby, eileen n shiva can together go to malaysia to relax, celebrate mine n eileen birthday together n lastly was celebrate our both anniversary..
but this plan i had putted aside..
and i dun think it will happen..
if only there is a miracle..
nvm..
now i just asking baby on the 2jun come to my house, nearby there have a coffee shop n my mother also said ask him to come..
but once again that won't happen..
my heart is totally tore..
crying hard inside my heart.
even this little wish also can't fulfill..
than what the point of saying celebrate inside the burger king when i'm on schedule..
all the wishes won't fulfill..
even friends n family are celebrating for me..
but i still won't be happy at all..
because the biggest wish i wanted was just spending a day with baby that no need to stay inside the burger king..
and wanted to celebrate other else place..
even east coast i also dun mind..
as long as i can spend the time with him, just him only..
that all i just want..
why is it so diffivult to fulfill..?
i really dun understand..

nothing to talk much..
bye..

2010-05-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

now blogging again..
morning woke up, forcing myself to get off the bed..
went to work happily..
i n baby went to break together and we eat inside the chiller laugh around..
at the night when we close the store, i dunnno why baby got his mood swing..
suddenly punch out my time card n i ask him why he punch out my card n know what he said, because i doing nothing..
ya, what i did all is nothing to everyone..

now at east coast rotting myself near the mac..
baby, you got problem you think i dunno mehx..
i also wish i got help you up..
but what you will said to me is nvm, is okay..
if you are angry can you dun throw you bad attitude n bad temper onto me..
i just want to help you call shiva back n send you home..
n you snatch my phone from me..
n you dun wan to return when i ask you properly..
why you dun think something better than taking train n bus back to malaysia..
if i called shiva back and, you n him use motorbike ride back is better than you are taking bus..
just waiting awhile..
will kill yourself mehx..
i also never make you angry and you shouted at me..
isn't fair to me, you ask yourself..
i never angry with you..
i just hurts deep inside my heart only..

but i wan to tell you, baby..
I Love You..
Muackkss...

continue rotting at east coast park..
bye...

2010-05-26T23:48:00.004+08:00

today, for me is a very happy day(:
and most unforgettable day(:
because shiva n eileen back together sweet sweet^_^
after we end work, 4 of us went up to staircase n we took alot of photos n vidoes(:

today we had a great day:)
hope 4 of us will keep remain like today..
sure very happiness de..
than we keep take photo many many:)
tired already tomorrow continue uploads photo on facebook n blogger..

bye,
good night..

2010-05-25T12:12:00.002+08:00

now in school for STS lesson..
and using the com on facebook n blogger lo..
today baby not in singapore..
hais..
sian..
now teacher said that tomorrow lessons had been cancel, due to the seniors hu is having exam this week..
than thursday should have lesson as normal..
friday, public holiday..
this whole whole seem like no school lo..
not lesson cancel than is holiday..
soon next week start exam..
boring..
now i'm thinkin of go for my new job n still continue working in burger king..
but my mother said that scare i get too tired over working..
now i still considering..

that all..
baby, i love you..
muackkss..

2010-05-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

today went to expo to for lunch with baby..

than baby told me that singapore trans cab the company send a letter to his house regarding about asking him to paid a fine because previously he n elan got into a car addeint..

than after had lunch with him, he n shiva went back to jb to settle the insurance stuff :(

i n baby back together we are fine :)

baby now still sick, coughing badly..

baby remember to tell me anything that you dun like, so i can change because of you..

i love you..

Muackkss..

2010-05-19T16:58:00.002+08:00

today again never go school..
past few days, i fall sick again..
two days, having high fever..
than cough until very badly
):
today overslept..
that why..
now still now recovering..
headache still coming back..
terrible..

2010-05-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

today got get better..
so went out with eileen, shiva n BABY!
waited for the two guys to come in to singapore fetch i n eileen..
wait until very long..
we all went to city square to find william as the two guys need to go through interview (:
after that on the way when we going to city square they dunno how to go..
anyhow drive..
i n baby sitting behind taking photo :P
upload soon.
bye...

2010-05-04T18:08:00.006+08:00

4/5/10(11.56PM)
heard from baby again that he can't take his lisence due to some problem..
than is delayy again..
i'm not angry..
i'm just a little...... upsad..... low n just alittle dissappointed..
that all..
dunno how to concentrated on my coming up exams n tests..
i hope you will understand..

I LOVE YOU..!!

4/5/10(6.06PM)
today went to school slight late..
but better than previous day :)
than went to school nothing happen larh..
just do work, listen to teacher talking n copying notes..
took bus 31 home n joey took the same bus as me..
than joey friend called heer and said they can't make it to go out than she said wan to pei me go find my friends..
after that we went back to parkway n than i went to handphone shop to see phone..
tomorrow than can collect..
aiyo.. why like that..
sian..
dunno got time collect ma lorx..
byes...

4/5/10(12.44am)
waited for baby call from just now until now..
than i text him..
after msg him, i return a call to me..
i carrying a happy mood to pick his call, and wanna to talk with him happily..
but when i asked you where are you n you said you were still outside with your friend settling some problem..
so i asked you to settle first than after that see if i'm still awake than you call me..
than you said back to me that i dunno what time will reach home..
i got no choice to said nvm, just sms can already..
baby, you know why i choose to said that..
because i will never be replace your friends position inside your heart..
when you were in malaysia, brothers are always in first place..
and i know i will never replace intothe first place in your heart because you know they longer than i do..
so i never blame you..
so i will rather stick with second place inside your heart n never wanna be first in your heart..
i dun wan you n your brother break the brothership with them..
but did you ask yourself did you give me a chance to understand you better, be the only girl of yours to take care you, care about you..?
i really scare i will lose you one day..
i cant live without you,
i can't stand up when i fall without you..
i can't smile or laugh without you with me..
without you i'm nothing, i nothing to anyone..
you are the only one who brighten up my life with rainbows..
baby, hope you will understand what i trying to express the whole story to you..

I LOVE YOU,

MUACKKSS!!

2010-05-03T22:23:00.004+08:00

today not again..
late to school again..
see what i done in my practical lesson..

(back view)

(side view)

(top view)

(front view)
but got no chance to complete..
hope wednesday can wake up on time and i got complete the whole head :)

after school went to expo burger king to find my baby..
went there the distance to there very hot..
than met shiva(ah bang), baby, eileen went to eat lunch cum dinner and kim joey came along..
actually they should be coming my house to study but in up never..
because late le..

after that shiva drive eileen back,
kim n jo took bus 38..
than i end up take cab..
reach home early lo..

at night i, my sis n mother went to parkway shopping mall..
than i saw this handphone strip is a pair..
than mummy bought for me than i wednesday will pass to baby :)

now i should stop surfing the net le..

i need to continue copy my SLO notes..

have finish :P

in the mean point also waiting for baby call..

byes..

2010-05-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

i just reached home n took shower already..
baby send me home today..
i felt very very happy :P
hoping the time faster come n baby pass his lisence than can send me home everyday..
today drove me home, on the way home the journey, baby drove very fast..
if i'm not wrong he drove up to 120km/hr sia..
wa...
now i think he already on his way to custom..
this two days i dunno wad happen to me..
can't sleep at all..
:(

that all..
bye..

2010-05-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i woke up in the morning..
but it seen like i overslept again..
because i should be working at 11am but i woke up at 10.30am when baby called me..
than after i called joey see where is she..
she said she at bedok so asked her to meet me..
on her way to meet me, i went to my shoe for my working one than went to market buy food for baby n me :P
after that i walked to bus stop to wait for joey than guess what i saw..
i saw i flatted rat in the middle of the road..
with all the flesh comin out..
and the worse thingis that all cars are going over n over again..
it makes me puke..
one more is the birds see when this are no cars..
they went over to eat the flesh..
gosh..

reach BK..
WOW..
BK was floated with human..
haha..
of course, is human larh..
works is usual..
nothing special..

now at home can surf the net so i'm using now..
okay larh..
now i'm copying all the school notes..
because my eyes still opening wide..
dunno why..

good night...

2010-04-28T16:47:00.003+08:00

today went to school..
than got phase test again..
nothing to do in school..
after school, i went home to rest..
but before went home, i go ntuc buy the dye hair product..
to re-dye my hair..
the colour i like :)
i also bought for my baby..
because he got said before that he wan to dye his hair :P

now watch tv..
nothing to do..
boring..

baby now donig servicing on the motor in malaysia..
today he got mc..never come in to singapore :(
miss him alot..
now justing waiting his call..
he sms me he on the way :P

2010-04-27T18:07:00.002+08:00

i should continue about yesterday night..
baby used his motor bike and drove me home..
than went reached my house downstair..
i n baby was talking..
i tell him that i dun wish to study..
than we talk alot alot..
than today i deicided to stay on with my study because of you, baby..
i won't let you down..
i will study hard..
i try my best..

let me talk to you about today..
early in the morning i woke up n saw baby message that text, he wanna to sell his motor after he got his license.. than he will wan to buy a bigger bike..
because he said that i like big bike..
than he want to change..
i now still like the bike he have..
it seem like i got a long relation with the bike, as baby bought the bike when i and him started to go out for dates..
he bought it..
haha..
baby..
dun sell the bike we have now..
i like that one..
:)

now currently..
still waiting for baby replies..
now he fall sick again..
because of yesterday heavy rain :(
hoping later baby will go see doctor..
i dun wan to see baby sick again..
heart paining..
hope baby faster faster recover..
dun get sick again :'(

bye...

2010-04-26T17:21:00.003+08:00

hi..
today blogging again..
woke up in the morning than meet up with joey n kim to school..
than first leson was, STS, we hates the most because of the AH BEER..!
can you image my class gota glass of beer teaching us hair cutting..
tell you what happen next in the beer's lesson..
i, joey n kim when to toilet as we are urgent..
than we called her she never heard than three of us went out of class just like that..
when we came back from toilet..
that beer was standing outside the class..
than we were like thinking that comfirm she will nag, shout de..
in the end we kena scolded but we hack care..
when she said class end, we was like freaking happy rushing out of class..
first time she saw n called us back.. but only i n kim kena caught..
than joey hide a place..
after that kim ran out, hiding behind the poster seem like beer can't see her..
than she ran away to find joey..
next was me..
i also hide behind the poster..
freaking funny larh..
wahahhahaxD..
after her lesson we went to back to fetch joey model for the phase test..
than i n kim still waiting..
test started we still not there..
lol..
i not thinking of quit school..
dun wish to study already..
because everytime inschool teachers give a kind of looked..
i hate it lorx..
and started no mood for study..
i rather working to have money..
i can help my mother with the house rental..
than stuck inside the school and rot..
hais..
still thinking..

this above picture was perviously eileen drawn for me..

i dun really get what the picture try to say..

but eileen thanks for drawing the picture..

your drawing is nice..

2010-04-25T21:48:00.001+08:00

today posting again..

talking about yesterday, i not feeling well.. at night waiting for shiva return back from eileen

house baby take care of me.. baby, thank you.. i love you.. muckkss..

today,woke up 10plus in the morning, because i can't fall back to sleep so wake up lo..

went out with jo, and met her at bugis around 1pm..

we both went to sim lim square because jo bought the 16GB memory card got some problem..

after that we deicde to go to iluma to catch a moive show..

than i previosly keep wanted to watch the Alice in the Wonderland that show..

and the threatre still on show..

only left 3D ticket so we buy and watch..

from the time to the movie start still had a period of time so we went to bugis junction to shop around.. than jo saw kuromi things she goes crazy..than she bought quite alot of things..

haha..

after shop n buy the things that we like, we head back to iluma and continue to shop again..

when we step into the shoping mall, we wen t up the to the arcade to play games..

than i loves to play the basketball machine than i left my ring on the table n jo put her acrade card on the table too.. first she lost her card and found back..

than second time was me..
after playing the basketball, we went down to the another acracde as jo wanna to play DDR..

after she finish you stages..

than i found out the my ring was lost..

i nearly cry out..

i n jo rush asap back to the first arcacde to search..

the we find nearby also dun have, i really going to burst out my tears..

than jo went to the counter and ask if they got found any ring..

finally i found back..

thanks, jo..

best sister forever :)

very happy after i found back my ring..

after i found i tell myself not to put my ring anywhere else..

than we nearly late for the show..

we both rushing back to the cinema..

on the way rushing we were like carzy lorx..

cause we both at the same time nearly fell down..

than we laughing throughout the journey to the cinema..

the show was very funny..

haha..
the red queen in the show the head was freaking big..

haha..

this are a few pictures, i took.

2010-04-23T20:29:00.002+08:00

Talking about today, is a joke of the day..
because today, kin, joey n i overslept again.. lolz..
than we decided to go to school at the late period, customer service..
kim n joey came to my house first to had our breakfast..
eating our breakfast i also watched the chipmucks2..
we laugh like crazy..
around 10am we went to bus stop to take bus 31..
just nice when we reach the bus came..
we board the to school, reach school gate, we saw our classmates n they told us that customer service lesson had been cancel..
waste our time from my house travel to school..
in the end i went to work n joey went back to her secondary school with kim..

Now talks about work..
haha..

Today went to work slight early, as i mention that my lesson had been cancelled,
so i went to work..
than manager keep ask me 'i never go school ar.'
very fan lehx..
afternoon was freaking hot..
the sun is like catch fire that hot lorx..
i keep went in to chiller to have some air-con..
to cool myself down..

OH...!!!

tell you what happen yesterday night..
yesterday night the cleaner got me a shocked..
because the fryer suddenly caught fire n the cleaner took water to put down the fire..
but in this case our fryer can't contact with the water as it will get worse..
so that guy dunno n he pour the water in..
guess wat happen..
*BOMB*
i, shanye n baby got a scare..
than shanye was quite angry and scolded the cleaner..
and the cleaner say back to shanye..
the cleaner very bad lorx..

bye..
get rested..

2010-04-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

today went to school late..
because overslept and joey too..
than kim came to my house first to meet me than joey came after..
we had breakfast than went to school at around 9.40am..
haha..
and today lesson got changes..
we actually should had our CVS in the morning and it change to HSH..
than HD class are wash my class heads..
sian..

after school went to work straight at 4pm..
at the beginning busy than after not busy le..
later part, i had quarrel with my baby..
than we got into cold war..
baby, you know why i keep asking to do the daily inventory anot..?
did care about it..?
i very tired..
i need to wake up in the morning to get up for school than stay up late out because of work..
than my back bone now started to pain again..
than can't you notice me more..?
i going crazy..
when can you really care me and notice me..?
but i still want to tell you sorry..
*tired*

bye.

2010-04-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

today went to buy i notebook(laptop)..
finally i buy a notebook by my own money that i had learn..

today went to school as normal..
nothing really happen in school in this few days..

but this few days, after school went to work due to a big events...
tiring..

gonna turn in already..
bye..
good night..

2010-04-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

now waiting for baby to end work..

and the weather just stop raining..

using laptop..

soon battery going to flat..

in school did some practical lesson..

than i've got a few video..

next time than i will update..

now very boring..

byes

2010-04-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

today school reopen liao..

very boring lorx..

and some more today was i and baby 7month anniversary..

during school time we got 3 hour breaks..

so i, joey n kim went to 2nd handphone shop to change phone..

i change back to the the last time phone that i had use before..

-To my caring baby(husband)-

baby,

happy 7month anniversary..

i'm sorry for everything that i had done,

makes you angry, sadd n all the heart paining things..

i really hopes we can stop all those silly fights n quarrels..

i know i am a hot tamper girl, a little thing also will make it to big matter.

but baby, i promise i will change for you..

because I LOVE YOU.!

muackkss muackkss!!

that all for today.. nothing much happen in school..

byees

2010-03-14T18:58:00.002+08:00

me n my baby 6month anniversary..

and we had big quarrel..

had been quarrel for 2days already..

dun feel like talking about it already..

first time we had quarrel that worse..

we been cold war together..

i cried, i punch the wall to relief, my anger, my hurts, my pain..

i love him that much but we quarrel until that worse.. talk about it my heart turn sour..

yesterday, me n baby finally back to normal..

very happy..

i never wants to quarrel with him..

but i dunno why..

today went to work as normal..

but sadd..

he never work..

he off today...

and i went home early as there is some problem me to settle with..

we now i at him doing blogger stuff and posting..

baby, i love you..

muackkss...

2010-03-11T10:20:00.002+08:00

today i want to wish a person happy birthday..
crystal:
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you......
may your wish comes true and study hard..

today woke up in the morning i dun feel very well..
i dunno is gastric pain or had the feeling of going to toilet..
hais..
pain like hell..
stomach getting better after joey n kim went to buy hot milo for me..
thanks, sisters:)
now waiting for kim finish her role play test..

later after school still got CL training than meeting..
dunno i can tahan anot, as now my condition now..
hope i can...
today go must study my STS and CSV theory test for tomorrow..
die..
scary man..

BABY,
1more day to our anniversary already..
so happy..
I LOVE YOU..
i fall deeply to you days after days..
MUACKKSS!!!

2010-03-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

today when to school as normal than got my
phase test for sts(shampoo, treatment & styling)
abit scare at that moment, but after all okay..

after school, went to go bedok inter to meet desmond le than go
bedok ploy clinic bacuse accompany joey n kim to have injection
because they going to work in the F&B industry.. we spend around
1hour in the ploy clinic.. than we took bus 117 to pasir ris interchange
to get their ez-link card made.. than we went to whitesand shopping
centre to shop.. than we went to eat sakae sushi than walk around
than we went in to one shop and we saw the headphone that we
wanna to buy.. so we bought it.. and of the rest of the week until 7 april,
my payday i need to save money up.. i want to buy something for my baby..

BABY:
2 more days..
we had went through 6month together..
i hope we can still continue like this for the rest for our journey..
I LOVE YOU!!!

2010-03-07T20:46:00.003+08:00

today went to work as usual..

start work at 12pm..

wake up whole body aching...

i miss baby alot..

very worry about him..

yesterday he having fever..

than i asked manager to let him end work early too go for rest..

after i end work went to find him..

i touch his forehead it like burning..

i rush down to BK to get a cloth and make wet n put on his head..

hoping he will be fine..

very very worry..

hope tuesday i can see him..

because he working on tuesday..

okay..

gtg..

continue doing on my LLA project..

byes

2010-02-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

today after school went to tampines poly clinic to had my X-ray..
bring a heavy heart into the clinic..
but luckily joey, kim and friends accompany me go..
thank you..
after X-ray, the doctor said that 2 more week than go back to get my report..
nvm...
together went to tampines mall to eat pizza..
than got late for cheerleading training..

talk about cheerleading training..
very today at the whole train i very very scare but overall i very happy..
because i did not fall off too much...
ALL THANKS TO CHEERLEADERS!!
THANK YOU!!!

today got no time to go to expo to meet my baby..
than nvm lo..
:(
so sadd..
i miss him...
baby, I Love Youuuuuuuuuuuu....

2010-02-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

today wake up dun feel good..
so i lay on the bed for quite long..
and getting better than went to take shower..
than i left the house and went to see a doctor..
doctor said that there might have a slight facture..
than tomorrow going to tampines poly clinic to have my X-ray..
:(

after tat went to find my elder sis..
because she today marriage:)
okay larh..
next time than talk more about it..

2010-02-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

hais bad day..
just reach home..
now posting about CL training..
we had completed most of the basic stunts..
and we stay longer to learn more and we learn fornt flip..
at the being is okay but at the last one we had tried is do the front flip than fail..
i fall to the ground and landed on the nose..

and got injured..
it hurts alot..
but what hurts the most is my heart..
i dunno why..
dun wan to talk much..
byes...

2010-02-16T23:48:00.004+08:00

today is crews outing..

it sound fun..

went to my friend's house first, after that went to eileen's house to pei her..

after that take bus to Pasir Ris to meet my baby..

than went to take a look at the flourist shop to see flower..

this is one of the flower look like:

after that meet baby at KFC with Dina they all..

and later more ppl came..

we together went to 'Sakura' resturant and eat..

baby, dina n shiva, they all eat the most..

than after dinner we went to Kbox and sing n get some drink:P

after all, is late so i went to take cab home..

and cab fare is about $13.60..

cuz of the $1.00 charge of CNY...

sianzzz...

okay..

getting tired..
turning in..

good night:)

2010-02-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

today having reunion dinner at home...

this is our steamboat dinner..

thats all..

2010-02-13T13:07:00.003+08:00

today went to parkway parade to collect my couple ring..
because tomorrow i no time to go collect so just now went to collect it..

this are a few photo i took:

Couple Lab

box wif ring n necklace

baby, happy valentine's day...

baby...

i love you, much than i love myself..

you are always in my heart every second, every moment..

every difficulties that we when through had over..

but in the future we still had alot of thing to look forward for...

i love you...

muackkss...

2010-02-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

Today after school, i n joey went to kim's house and accompany her home to get change for cheerleading...
than after that we went back to tampines mall to have our lunch n dinner that the same time..
we ate, sakea sushi..
it cost total $56.11 sia...
WOW..
than i found out that they yesterday bought the plain necklace that i wanted to buy de lor..
so sweet of them..
yesterday they secretly went back to the couple lab to buy it for me..
thank you..
really we are pretty good sister...
can't believe that we know us for 1month plus, we can be so close..
very thanks to you all..
TO Joey n Kim:
thank alot to you all..
really got me a shocked..
sisters relationship won't change..
really thank for the necklace you all give me..
thank you very much:)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
back to the cheerleading..
very very fed up...
cry for the whole training..
having the thought of giving up...
i dunno why...
and i very confuse...
:'(
telling the true that i'm throwing my life into this cca..
but with my friends support, i will endure to the end...
thanks to all my friends..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
today.. i've got a new korkor...
shhhhh... can't saying... low profile...
very happy...
wanted him to be my korkor very long time le..

2010-02-09T20:14:00.003+08:00

today went to lavender to report lost of my passport in the morning..
than after tat when to buy some chinese new year stuffs..
hoping 12feb, 14feb n 16feb faster come...
because 12feb is i n baby 5month anniversary..
14feb is valentine day cum collection of the couple ring..
16 feb is crews outing with BK mambers:)
okay that all for today..

today after school nv meet baby because he came out to singapore with his friend..
so nv got the chance to meet him today..
sadd sadd..
than nv when out with joey n kim to parkway parade to shop..
than we went to the couple lab to get my couple ring...
they accompany me there..
saw a couple ring that i like alot..
than i used the money my baby passed me de..
than bought it...
actually wanna to buy a plain necklace than i scare if i buy than i got no money to use for this month so nv buy...
sadd...
but i very happy..
my couple ring will be ready on the 14 feb(valentine's day)
:)
okay..
going to rest... tomorrow still got cheerleading training...
night:)

2010-02-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

after school..
i, joey and friend went to tam to watch movie..
we watch 'my ex', horror show, NC16 de lorxxxx...
scare me to hell man...
than after finish watch the show went back to school than meet kim outside school gate..
she nearly late sia...
cuz she too tired le..
than luckily we called her than she wake up on time...
than in the training..
i dun like the most was the phyical training..
cuz too long never my stamina..
kill my life..
but i like the most is dance and stunts...
today stunts all team did very well..
not much falling down...
then the dance, we do recap than most of us forget the step..
hahahas..
than we laugh like madds..
but however i very happy about joining the cheerleading..
never regret to become a cheerleader..
playing over, chatting over, tired together, we are still a team..

Cheerleaders(team mates)
but however i very happy about joining the cheerleading..
never regret to become a cheerleader..
playing over, chatting over, tired together, we are still a team..
-in the future i'm sure we can be the best-

in between through the training, qi kuang had ended his training and saw him..
talk to him awhile than he went to and after training we start to sms..
haha..
lolx...
okay..
tired already..
turning in soon..
byes

2010-02-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

today, in school...
kim, joey and me at locker there getting our thing than we saw qi kuang..
at first i did not saw him..
suddenly he shout out 'SOTONG' and he got me a shocked...
=.="
after school, went to tampines to have my second hole piercing..
buy some chinese new year make-up stuffs, rings, braclets, ear rings...
but now sill short of necklace..
guess what saw qi kuang at tam..
haha..
disturb him...
than tomorrow again a tiring day..
got cheerleading training:)

2010-01-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

nv blog have quite sometimes already...
now currently study right now..
i join cheerleading as my CCA..
training is tougher than wat i thought..
but i love it..
now with my baby has already 4 month.. soon gonna be half a year..
very happy..
hope we still can down the days we spend together..
I Love You..
that all..

2010-01-01T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Now is a new year, new chapter..
forget all the sadness and the hates...
remember the people around you who cares about you, follow you and accompany when you are unhappy..
hope everyone a BIG happy new year!!!

2009-12-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

today afternoon went to meet eileen..
went to tampines mall to buy her new year clothing..
after that went to east point mall to repair her handphone..
after repair her phone wen back to SATA medical clinic to collect my medical report..
straight after collecting went to college East to pay my school fee and buy uniform..
meet sebas and yu han they all before going in to the college..
i and sebas bought our pe t-shirt and went to find the uniform..
and guess what..
they say they dunno where the hair fashion course uniform are sold..
so we went home...

2009-12-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

today went to ite college east for an interview...
i meet sebas at the college and then went in to the function hall for my NITEC hair fashion & Design interview..
after the interview i went to SATA medical clinic to have my medical check-up...
wait 3hrs for the registration than wait until wan to sleep already lor..
done every single check-up..
the last second one was i most scare de...
it is the blood test...
they took two tubes of my blood..
after tat wen home to rest...
that all for today...
byes...

2009-12-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

today, got my mother msg saying that i moving house on 22dec2009.. than that msg ruin my whole day mood and baby not around with me..than keep thinking weather still wan baby to send me home after when i moved in to the new house..cuz after work is already so late and baby still need to send me home after that he need to make his trip back to expo to pick up another guy, together go back malaysia...it seem to be very troublesome to him..i think i'm a burden to him..now he every night send me home to bedok..than go back to expo to pick up another guy..than go to singapore n malaysia custom..by the time he reach home is already 3am already..
baby..thank you..you everytime tired still need to send me home than you more tired..sleep for so short hour than after that wake up next early morning go for work..baby, i feel heart pain everytime seeing you having a sleeping look i start to sadd again..whenever i cried you will always wipe away mt tears..when i feeling sadd you will always think of many ways to cheer me up, from my smile out to laugh out..i really love you until die..you will be in my heart till i die or rather i die, i will choose not to forget you..you always in my mind, my heart...I LOVE YOU..!